Thursday, September 30, 2010

Almost October 1st

Ladies and gentlemen, hold onto your hats, because November's coming and it's coming fast. And we all know that means www.nanowrimo.com is almost here!

I can't believe it's been a whole year since I met Shiloh and allowed her to drag me along with her in her story of finding love and coping with loss. I watched as she met with Ashton, Blake, and Caleb. Listened to the anguish in Blake's voice as he spoke of Rachel, his first love. And tingled with the warm, fuzzy goodness that always comes with a happy ending. NaNoWriMo 2009, my first real and successful attempt and NaNoWrimo, was a journey and an adventure that I'm elated to be jumping into again.

All these amazing ideas are floating into my brain like clouds flying by in the sky, although the ideas are often flawed and disappear quickly. I'm sure something more solid will stick around when I've got the right idea for this year. I got thirty one more days to get a general idea.

On another note, yesterday I applied to USC and Anderson University. It was kinda scary, applying for college for the first time, not quite sure if I'm doing it right or if I'm good enough or if I'll be able to afford it. It's hard, being human, and letting things out of your control without constantly worrying how it's going to turn out in the grand scheme of things. So many different people and elements factor into my college decision and I don't know what's right and what I'm supposed to do other than make a way for myself and make no apologies. It's my life and I can't let little things hold me back or get in the way of all I can achieve or be.

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